YFriday, July 31, 2009' 7:49 PM
Way Back Into Love - Hugh Grant and Haley Bennett
I’ve been living with a shadow overhead
I’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I’ve been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on
I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I’ve been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh
I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I’ve been searching but I just don’t see the signs
I know that it’s out there
There’s got to be something for my soul somewhere
I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I’m open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I’m hoping you’ll be there for me in the end
oh oh oh oh oh... oh oh oh oh
There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end...~
kay. this song is niceeeeeeee! :D
Y' 2:36 PM
ah.
ytd night.
was quite happy.
i made 2 decisions.
one was: if i shud go for np.
the other is smth that has been bothering me for quite awhile.
and.
i used the simplest method.
write down all the possible answers on a paper,
fold it up,
lucky draw O:
kay.
and i got wad i wanted.
sounds stupid isnt it?
its like.
i'hv already made up my mind.
just that.
i wasnt sure.
but anyway.
i shud go today.
but i didnt.
ahhhh.
forget it.
and i study chem till 12midnight.
and.
mornin,
had chi test.
its very difficult.
i'm preparing to drop hcl.
but.
i realised smth.
and it makes me dun wan drop hcl.
argh.
after that,
chem test.
ms chiang was late for 1/2 hr.
so,
said byebye to recess.
the test not that hard.
uh.
then math,
mdm lye nvr come.
blah.
blah.
blah.
~
bye.
shud i? O:
YThursday, July 30, 2009' 6:11 PM
i want to say hi.
i love my blog song.
i hate my new seating arrangement in class.
i'm not looking forward to tmr afternoon.
i'm gonna end my post with that. bye.
YWednesday, July 29, 2009' 6:44 PM
in super bad mood now.
though this is rare,
it does happen.
*hates*
bye.
iwanhug.
YTuesday, July 28, 2009' 3:13 PM
halo? :x
mm.
today,
had ss test.
i didnt screw it up! :D
last night i was sitting on my bed memorising.
and my dad ask me wad i thinking. ._.
and i replied: thinking of the person i like.
LOL.
as if i'll say that.
i was memorising ss okay! O:
suddenly i'm crapping ==
blahhh.
mdm lye and mr kuang nvr come today.
hah.
and got a relieve tcr.
i REMEMBER her.
why?
she always say: dun use handphone. ==
coz coz coz. she onced saw me and jill using.
then keep stare at our direction. >:O
kay.
nth to crap alr.
dun feel like doing mathhs.
bye~
OH YA.
thanks zhenyi alot for the morning sms.
first time mornin msg me.
but thanks to his msg, i wasnt late for school ><
& i want complain lah.
i hate my seat in class.
its always either my hand bang the wall or my head bang the wall.
stupid meh.
lol.
finish alr. :X
YMonday, July 27, 2009' 7:44 PM
yoohooo~ (look carefully. its not yahoo!) xD
kay.
today,
uhm..
had geog test.
shud be quite okay.
coz i unload everything from brain O:
lol.
and and.
mdm adlin nvr fail to make the whole class lauff!
unless she in bad mood :X
kay.
thats random.
hmm.
aft hcl,
went find the group of humans rehearsin for national day.
sad.
cant find.
and walk out of school.
vanessa they all walk right >>
and idk why.
i follow.
but they not going back gate de busstop.
IN THE END,
i got 1/2 way de shelter dun wan go.
i got a shorter path dun wan walk.
and i walk the longer way in the rain alone.
O:
how sad can it be?
very!
ANDDDDDD.
guess wad?!
i walk pass back gate.
saw them rehearsing there lah.
its like.
super wth =="
but i went home.
DUN EXPECT ME TO GO BACK IN >:O
and.
rot inside my rooooooom for hrs just to do the maths graph ws.
pathetic right?
i'm such a wols ekop. D:
blah blahhh~
tmr ss test O:
OH YEAH!
CHEM TEST POSTPONED TILL FRIDAY!
HOW SHIOK CAN THAT BE?! xD
can study ss in peace w/o worrying.
and that reminds me of smth.
chem class today was bit ._."
and i think becoz i asked a qsn and so ms chiang know my name.
i wanna pass my 4 years letting as little tcrs know my existance as possible.
HAHS.
stupid me ==
kay.
finish stupid-ing O:
bye~
YSaturday, July 25, 2009' 7:33 PM
haaaaaaaaaaaaaallo! :X
hmmm.
today i'm guai.
i got study :D
afternoon,
went jp.
brought amath assesment book.
kay.
it might be a lil.... late.
but.
i'm a hardworking girl.
remember?
LOL.
kay.
i lied ><"
anyway.
i was lucky.
the queue was quite long.
so i flip through the book.
after staring at it awhile,
i realised.
its emath de x.x
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh bish. ._.
and,
went to take amath de instead.
and when i was leaving,
i saw a crowd at the entrance.
whywhy?
coz coke is given away foc.
O:
are you thinkin what i'm thinkin? :X
&,
went find hornyyyyy~
study awhile.
no.
to be exact,
i make notes only :X
HAH.
:X
then went eat, aries, homed O:
*waves* bye. bye. LOL!
-i didnt mean to do that.
but,
what else can i do?
YFriday, July 24, 2009' 8:20 PM
aha.
its time to start my story :X
hmm.
today.
had emath common test.
considered okay.
after schoool,
went for NP training.
seriously want pon de.
budden,
budden,
budden..
didnt.
andddddddddddd.
so wth.
rest of the sec 3 train their drills.
and me?
take sec 1 alone ==
pathetic eh.
blahhhh.
anyway.
was released early today.
so,
homed,
bathed,
went out.
lol :X
went west mall with liqing,
where i had my dinner while she sms~~
then went arcade see see,
walk walk,
went playground<3,
homed.
mm.
oh yeah.
mr suah says smth todayyyy.
which gives me the determination to studyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy and dun slack & play anymore.
LOL.
how nice :X
kay.
sorry if this sounds boring.
bye.
YThursday, July 23, 2009' 4:50 PM
ah boo.
today.
had math retest.
think.
hope.
wish.
want.
shud be.
most probably.
most likely.
(cant think of anymore)
can pass bah? O:
budden.
first qsn,
alr wrong.
wth.
felt like bangin wall manzx.
how pathetic can i be?
VERY O:
lol.
and.
i score 14 for listenin compre.
sortta lower than wad i expect ):
aww.
after schoooool.
invited mr kuang teach phy.
wasnt really in the mood to listen O:~
blahh.
and thanks zhenyi for the biscuit (:
tmr emath common test O:
jiayou~
YWednesday, July 22, 2009' 7:34 PM
Lost love letter reunites couple after 16 years
http://sg.news.yahoo.com/afp/20090720/tts-britain-spain-love-offbeat-cac1e9b.html
kay. this is freaking sweet O:
Y' 5:26 PM
booo.
last night.
went bed at 11+
slept at 12+ ==
cant slp lurh D:
sad case.
pathetic fool.
sound nice eh? xD
kay.
blah.
today.
listenin compre.
think i get 16 O:
or maybe lower.
lol.
tmr gonna have amath retest.
specially made for a pathetic fool who failed her test.
blahh.
gonna study HARD HARD.
wish me good luck. x)
bye.
YTuesday, July 21, 2009' 10:21 PM
in case you dunno, this is a quiz. :P
1. which is more impt? friends or gf/bf? friends 55%, bf 45% O:
2. which is more impt? pride or money? pride.
3. which is more impt? life or money? life.
4. in a scenario, when u left ur wallet in bus den gt a granny fall down..which will u go for? wallet or granny? granny. == shit, reminds me of smth..
5. prefer partner to be younger or older? older/same age
6. wad character do u want ur partner to have? uhms. caring? lol. dk.
7. wad is ur weakness? er. er. er. er. er. sacarstic? :X
8. are u able to differentiate 好感 and like? uhm. now, yeah?
9. wad is ur biggest fear? oh. no exactly biggest coz i fear alot things ==
10. Is it easy for others to make you feel awkward? can say so.
11. is it easy for u to make others awkward? dun think so? O:
12. is it easy for ppl to make u smile? hmm. depends? yes, if i not emo-in :X
13. is it easy for u to make ppl smile? eh. bit bah? O:
14. describe urself(bad side) - if you know me, you'll know my bad side.
15. describe urself(gd side) - if you know me, you'll know my good side. (not being qian bian!)
kay.
today i SHUD be emo-in.
i think i topped the class in the math test.
counting from below.
if not 2nd. but wads the diff?
but.
i didnt really emo eh..
hmms..
though i alr can guess the result,
stil will sad abit uh ):
boohoooo.
i gonna jiayouuuuuuu alr!
anyway.
went jp around evenin.
the assesment book no stock D:
cheat my feelings.
><
blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
byee.
YMonday, July 20, 2009' 4:14 PM
hi.
morning,
smth affected me.
and i can only think of one reason.
feels sucky.
math.
yuting ask how me how much i think i'll score for math test.
i say 30%.
she say: not bad wad.
and i ACCIDENTALLY say the f word.
believe me.
its accidentally.
kay.
reporting daily stuffs can be quite troublesome.
especially when i'hv a stack/pile/lorry of hw to do.
so,
shall stop wasting brain cells thinkin useless stuff & start hw~
bye.
-my determination only works on certain things.
YSunday, July 19, 2009' 9:55 PM
ah.
just now went jp!
walk walk walk halfway.
i suddenly stop.
whywhy?
coz there this.. 'sticker' on the floor.
i thought wad.
then i dun dare step ==
wads with me? O:
lol.
blahblah.
this year reach home later then past year.
but its not becoz i paikai okay O:
guai as ever!
LOL.
*blink*
i dint lie :X
i sumpa.
with a tiny lil cookie.
i'm go gonna study hard hard alr!
cant play too much alr! O:
Y' 2:24 PM
this video is nicee! O: plus sad.
lol.
budden.
all the vid storyline same same de.
a girl/boy nvr tell the other party how they feel.
then in the end car accident x.x
then too late alr.
._.
standard de leh.
cute uh?
YSaturday, July 18, 2009' 2:27 PM
*bish*
shall share smth random.
LOL
it takes 9 miss call to wake me up :X
in the middle of the night.
LOL!
counted bu cuo le lehhh ><"
ahhhhhhh.
我不想读书 O:
by right,
ytd i shud be emo-in whole day becoz of that stupid amath paper which i screwed up.
by left.
i dint.
coz smths cheer me up
xD
crap finish alr.
kay bye.
YFriday, July 17, 2009' 1:35 PM
boo.
today have math test.
):
did horribly.
if i can pass, miracle alr.
and miracles dun happen everyday.
get wad i mean?
D:
super sad lah.
except for first qsn.
all the other qsn i cant get ans.
T_T
feeling super emo. D:
anyway.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIE YING!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOI KI!
YThursday, July 16, 2009' 3:36 PM
*click click*
random ;D
today.
had pe O:
super sian.
go change to the daniel tcr.
i wan mdm tan lah.
though she bit sot.
but at least we can slack & play vball & stuffs ):
boohooooo.
the pe that i look forward to is gone ):
anyway.
played frisbee.
girls 1 grp boys 2 grp.
and i stand at a v dangerous position x.x~
the frisbee hit my back D:
sad case.
then had sort of a relay.
girls team last ==
do 20 pumpins.
& that mdm tan was so kind.
make us do boys style.
wth ._.
all cmi ><
after pe.
went play ball.
& mum call & nag & ask me go home O:
& before i go,
headshot =="
*suay*
unlucky day O:
math test tmr.
bu xiang study eh ._.
mm.
last night was nice(:
YWednesday, July 15, 2009' 8:16 PM
guess wad?
my mum just kissed me.
coz i help her play her facebook de farmtown ._____________."
my reaction was: eee!
LOL.
i dun like her kiss :X
blehh.
Y' 6:16 PM
bahhhhh.
had oral today ):
and i screwed it up.
after i left,
sudddenly can think of alot of points.
==
felt like banging wall man.
went bbt shop.
and the milk tea didnt cheer me up ):
slacked at playground with vanessa and yuting.
homed.
ways to cheer up:
spam emo songs.
hug soft toy.
aww.
sad.
YTuesday, July 14, 2009' 10:11 PM
Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
(very serious :X) LOL.
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long. (not at all confidence ><)
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
Y' 6:32 PM
today morning,
6.40 woke up O:
how early can it be? :X
and.
ate a slice of plain bread by the window.
the feeling quite nice :D
and went schooooool.
pccg.
was called to talk about being assertive.
suay eh ._.
phy,
mr kuang was super angry.
but seriously.
bit unreasonable.
the punishment he gave was hell ==
real H.E.L.L
luckly i got complete my work ._.
though...~ :X
blah blah.
nth much today.
chi oral is tmr D:
dead alr.
boohooooooo!~
sooo real..
perhaps i was.
YMonday, July 13, 2009' 6:05 PM
Rascal Flatts - What Hurts The Most
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let 'em out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
this song is niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! O:
Y' 5:55 PM
awww.
today is sort of 'school reopen'
boring lessons as usual ):
boooo.
a teacher is gonna take over mdm adlin to teach us ss & eng.
sad D:
chi oral is in 2 days time.
*stress* ):
my hui hua seriously cmi.
and just now doin that chem hw.
so difficult ==~
can i quit studying?! O:
so sick & tired of life ):
shall end this post with:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YING CHONG~
YSaturday, July 11, 2009' 5:09 PM
just now,
went jp with cherilyn. O:
and soon keat say he saw us.
but we nvr see him.
dunno is his eyes too sharp or we pajiao :X
anyway.
walked for bout 3 hr.
quite sian ><
today got alot ppl O:
saw huang lu jiang and the... belinda? if i'm not wrong ._.
& russel lee also! O:
blah~
bored.
i don't want study.
Y' 8:43 AM
"Because I'm Stupid" by SS501
It's just because I'am stupid
I dont see anyone but you
Though your eyes are set on somebody else
You may not even know how i feel hmmm...
I may not even be part of your dreams
nor even part of your memories
Although its only you in my eyes
I just cant stop the tears that falls
Just at the sight of you
Can put a smile on my face
Eventhough you dont know how i feel
Like the wind you pass me by...
( * ): There are days that i'am longing for you
And times that i wanna let you go
I have always want to say I Love You
I'm alone again crying for you
I'm alone again singing for you
Baby, I Love You i'm waiting for you
I may not even be a part of your days
nor even part of your memories
although its only you in my eyes
i just cant stop the tears that falls
Loves like a beautiful scarfrom the love that i feel for you
everytime i see your pretty smile
i cant smile without tears in my eyes
( * )
Baby dont say goodbye
though i cant hold you here in my arms
I need you but i cant say it and i want you
all i can do is wish for you
There are days that i'am longing for you
And times that i wanna let you go
I have always want to say I Love You
I'm alone again crying for you
( * )
lol. dk why i went to find the english lyrics O:
not sure correct not. too many version alr :X
Y' 8:01 AM
woww~
i feels as though i v long nvr post alr ><"~
kay.
mornin.
the rain woke me up.
i jumped up ==~
stupid me.
blahh.
i'm so gonna study phy NOW!
see that?
its NOW! O:
8am in a saturday morning.
u shud go: WOW!
LOLOL!
wads with me x.x"
& so,
i dun want to touch the computer! O:
how guai can i be?
very.
*nods*
xD
kay.
bye.
YThursday, July 9, 2009' 11:50 PM
just now,
i asked mum a random qsn.
she got how many ex before my father.
and my father was her first!
lol.
i sortta xia dao :X
but.
thats sweet uh.
hmm.
tmr.
die die gonna study.
but i don't have the mood D:
dunno why,
just dun feel like study.
ahhhhhhhhhh D:
Y' 7:17 PM
overdue pics.
<3 :X
expired pizza pic. LOL
dawn's half-eaten bread.the bottom's weird!
weird. lol
my cute lil cousin :D
smth disgustin ><"today,
went dawn's hse.
then bpp.
short and sweeeet O:
i don't have the mood to study.
and when xiang dao bout oral,
exams,
soon,
o lvl.
scary eh.
D:
i want time to stop!!
boohooo. ):
i cant imagine life after sec skool ._.
blahhh.
don't make the same mistake twice (:
went dawn's hse.
then bpp.
short and sweeeet O:
i don't have the mood to study.
and when xiang dao bout oral,
exams,
soon,
o lvl.
scary eh.
D:
i want time to stop!!
boohooo. ):
i cant imagine life after sec skool ._.
blahhh.
don't make the same mistake twice (:
YWednesday, July 8, 2009' 5:32 PM
oooo~
today,
play ball again O:
at first combo.
super siok.
after that.
miss all x.x~
then went for lunch = bbt :X
milk tea.
as usual? o.o
then went back.
learnt a new way of approachin strangers to play ball :X
first,
you sit there watch them play.
second,
when the person miss the ball,
you go pick up & join in.
LOL. ><"
kay.
evil.
but its fun.
mm.
i'm dead.
my phy cmi D:
boohooo~
YMonday, July 6, 2009' 7:26 PM
hallo hallo hallo!~
mornin,
i super guai!
did mooooooodle!
around 4 went play ball in the rain~ O:
with km & yt.
fun~
then slack at void deck chat & homed.
lazy do moodle ):
the eng hw make me siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn like hell ><
boohooo.
YSunday, July 5, 2009' 7:39 PM
ah damn it.
stil cant upload pics. ):
today.
rot at home O:
afternoon,
cousin came.
after they left,
help my brother sew a logo? on his army shirt.
i toook more then 1hr to sew 3 logos x.x"
& poke myself afew time :X
hehs.
and i sew till superr neat xP
this is not bhb.
lol xD
but anyway.
sew till headache ==
stupid me.
mm.
tmr gonna srt elearnin O:
bye~
YSaturday, July 4, 2009' 5:56 PM
yoh peopleee.
today,
mornin,
meet cherilyn at busstop.
157 came shortly & i suggested to board it.
a mistake.
coz.
overshot 1 busstop.
as usual.
i only till the junction then can recognise ><"
sadly,
both also lu chi :X
but anyway.
i still manageeeee to recognise which bus stop to go. x)
and waited for 180.
something happened which pisssed us all the way to south pole :X
LOL.
anddddd,
somehow,
stil reach dawn's hse. :x
slackkkkkkk there super longggggggggg.
then went jill's hse chao her.
and we went to bukit panjang plazaa~
had lunchh.
& there was this stupid insect ==
& guess who we saw there?
don't tell you.
LOL. :X
then dawn and jill went home,
while cherilyn pei me go find smth.
was superrrrr tired on the bus.
but i know i cant sleep x.x
& pei cherilyn walk till somewher near her hse xD
& homeddd.
kay.
boring post.
ytd's dream was a sweet but impossible one O:
byeeeeeee..
not now, not anymore~
YFriday, July 3, 2009' 6:07 PM
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
blah blah blah.
i not happy now O:
coz i cant post pics! >:(
bad blogger~
kay.
todayy..
slackey periods like ytd :x
hmm.
this class like everyday also got jokes de O:
shall skippppp to after schooooool.
jill & dawn came my hseee.
slackkkkkkkkk super long.
ordered pizza :D
long time no eat pizza le.
cherilyn came.
ate & crapppppped tgt~
then walk with cherilyn till back gate thereee.
&
homedddd.
kay.
suddenly like nth to say x.x
coz cant post pics make me sian all the way to north pole to see polar bear O:
LOL.
sounds stupid ><
kay.
byee~
YThursday, July 2, 2009' 2:33 PM
halloooooooooo~
ytd.
was.
a.
hw.
day.
O:
though i stil online at night. :x
today no hw :D
yeahS*
today..
slackeyyy timetable.
last 3 period was.
cme.
pe.
pe.
b4 that was math & math & math O:
hmm.
pe was funnnnnn today :D
seems like the first time enjoyin pe taught by mdm tan :X
1hr passed super fast :)
was suppose to keep all the balls.
but johnathan volunteerrrred to keep O:
save me the trouble.
lool :X
hmm.
last night.
had a dream.
a scary one.
it felt so real..
thus today i actually dun wan immediately go home de.
wanted to slackkk somewher ><
but anyway.
i dint.
or maybe later will?
dunno :x
OH YAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
and that lin sen ==
early morning go buy a bottle of cold water.
then his hand very cold.
then he go touch my neck.
and mak me jump =="
and then he so happpy there.
saying he succeed ==
RAWR. O:
kayy.
end of post.
byee~
