YWednesday, March 14, 2012' 5:51 PM
let me talk about...
CAMP!
WOOOOO!
had 3 day 2 night camp, starting on monday.
overall it was?
FUN!
yes it was.
being part of the program committee,
it felt great to see the campers enjoying the games you have planned so much!
even though i was not credit-ed,
its okay..
a little bit sad but ITS OKAY!
as for my group,
even more sad.
i cant help but doubt my own ability because the campers weren't taking enough initiatives and have no sense of urgency.
same feelings felt by limin.
so yeah we were very sad DDDDD:
and other PC members could feel out sadness and it kinda felt great when they comfort us! ^_^
teehee.
somehow,
it really feels different when you are a camper and when you are a facil.
its like when you are a camper you would not feel as enthusiastic as a facil.
perhaps thats because being a facil has benefits such as PC members cooking for us!
kiddingz.
i think its because we are taking on a leadership role.
its like you determine the group's mood for the camp,
and you feel like you really have to take care of them.
for example,
during the second day,
there was a bee flying towards us.
since our group had many girls,
naturally they screamed and limin was trying to calm them down by telling them not to run.
then this girl came and hid behind me.
i appear to be protecting her by standing in front of her,
but deep inside,
i'm screaming.
i swear my fear is not lesser than hers.
BUT
being a leader,
you have to act as though even if the sky were to fall down, you will hold it for them.
i thought i had to protect them.
but too bad they wasn't appreciative enough.
then at night,
one of the campers was going out to take a cab home,
and her facil was not with her.
mr tan already called my name.
i knew he wanted me to accompnay her out to get a cab,
but he should be hesitating since im a girl also.
but then i volunteered.
i felt like i have the responsibility to ensure the safety of the campers.
yeah.
responsibility is something heavy.
even though im afraid of dark,
i still accompany her out.
i think i am cool.
KIDDINGZ! :D
then comes the part where they were playing awesome landmine watergames!
i was glad because i think in their shoes.
if i was a camper,
i would have liked to play some water games.
and they really enjoyed it alot.
and to not dampen their mood,
i actually joined them in the game even though i am not required to do so.
okay and i got wet hooray! LOL
also,
i remember from don't know what that it would not be good if facils were to just bring the campers to the station and leave them there to the game masters.
so we joined in the game whenever possible!
hooray!
claps for us.
okay suddenly this post is like all about prasing myself @.@
but these are good points which i want to keep for the future,
if there is still a chance to have camp.
then there comes the part which i think i did not do well.
i feel that i wasnt HIGH enough.
thus i could'nt make em HIGH too.
even though im already trying my best,
the effect is still not as good as bryan and waichi's group.
so it was pretty disappointing.
ahh suddenly dont feel like blogging alr.
byebyebyebye.
oh and i think that grace is very right.
i had been observing and thinking this three days.
i think its time for me to change...
